Friday, October 31, 2014

情绪垃圾桶

这几天真的觉得情绪很差,product training太紧张、帮忙洗衣服反而被骂(你奶奶的)就因为百多块的衣服。。你奶奶的,我给你两百剩下的不用找!

非常非常的无奈,是自己的弟弟但像房东多过家人。真的不喜欢他的金钱观念,没办法他被女朋友洗脑了,要买名牌但对小钱斤斤计较!对,会算是好事但错误的观念真的让旁边的人好笑就好气。

算了,就只想写出来,找人聊一聊。不然闷死自己,死于纠结!

反正那个的弟弟,我只会祝福,少说点话吧,反正想和他交流就只是你问一句,他答一句,没话和我说。。真悲哀啊~

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

what so ever shout out post!

sometime i wish i can voice out my current inner feeling at facebook, yet what is the point? perhaps shout out at here will be better than there.

i'm single!
i'm available!
i'm happy!
I'm sad!
i'm doing what i like, at this moment
i enjoy every single day
i hate to drive
i hate unexpected schedule yet what i need to do now is learn, so learn to accept
i like social but lazy to drive
i got no more feeling to wilson, though tat day he message me at fb, really shock me
anyway.. life goes on, leave sad behind & look for greatness!

or maybe i shouldn't care the rest so much, i am who i am
be friend with me if you are sincere, if not, get lost! haha


Monday, September 22, 2014

feeling does hint me something

somehow, my inner thought or feeling hints me something
my boss is resigned & will leave on mid of November..
oh gosh.. my boss told me who to aware, what i should aware of, & do not believe in people too much..
aiks.. that is bad.. my very first boss that i like so much, always encourage me, always support me, always be there if there is any obstacles in front of me.. aih...
but thinking positive, this will be another growth to him & I.
you will never know what is the next stage to all of us
is a newly stage to him to spend more good time with his family & dream
while to me
is a stage I can grow in my business mindset & working profile
is not easy yet I can do it!

Congratulation to myself! I'm officially permanent staff in this company!

I'm over probation period!

wow, I guess my work performance is good so my management decided to shorten my probation period from 6 months to 2 months + only! It is a shock yet happy news to myself.

Compare to another girl who started to work on the same day, I guess I am lucky. BUT, I felt a little bit down after I completed the appraisal form. Why I am feeling a little bit uncomfortable? I'm wondering why should I feel in this way. Isn't a good news to me?

contented? down? uncomfortable? or lost? or finally I am settling down in a new place & no more looking backwards? I am wondering...

Sunday, August 31, 2014

别人结婚了,而我却不能啊

八月天突然让我觉得好不安哦!
因为身边的朋友开始结婚了,而我因为结婚事件而离开之前的他。
矛盾不安,但还是接受等待
不晓得是否是因为爱情长跑的朋友们都结婚了,而我却因为距离、他的家人和他的部分因素而止步。也许是不甘,也许是寂寞,也或许是放不开吧!

舒舒心,找点事情做应该就没事情了吧

常常这样的自我安慰。 哈哈

Monday, June 16, 2014

Goodbye my love

you might wondering why I can be so determined when come to decision.
what i will say is the situation doesn't allow me to drag longer or pretend it as invisible.

Yes, one of the reason I will claim is the love is faded especially after those incidents.
The love doesn't feel stronger anymore compare to the time I was
The love more to family or brotherhood? not sure, perhaps I do not want to lose the friendship, at least

I try my best do not reminisce the moments we had, those sweet, those sad, those unforgivable incidents and those memorable trips.
Thanks for your contribute, the love, the time, the caring, the forgiveness and the pamper
Sorry for my stubborn, ignorance, ridiculous and temper.

Mum asked will is the possibility to get back together, my inner thought is no.
But, verbally told her that depends on the guy situation.
Wonder why my inner answer, though the brain might say yes.

Grow and learn from the past!

Sunday, June 15, 2014

分手快乐

是的,真的选择分手,而且也造成了家人的无奈与不舍。
对,你们会生气为什么我会在这个时间点选择放手。
但,前面的路还很长,还是需要放下应该放下的。

无奈是存在的
但,我会是幸福的

Saturday, June 14, 2014

恢复单身咯!

不晓得,我这个26+的女生尽然可以那么的潇洒和走了8+的男朋友分手。和平下的分手让我有点措手不及,不过也让我松了一口气。一切的一切,结束了,不需要再伤心,难过,猜忌,疑虑,种种让自己不安的情绪,慢慢的释放了。

长痛不如短痛,也许真的在我身上花费了许多,真的很抱歉。但就像你说的,不好想那么多就好了。是你自愿的。。

对不起让你受尽不平等的待遇
也谢谢你让我知道
什么是我应该珍惜,尊重和守护的

加油
世上无难事
你会碰到更好的

Friday, June 13, 2014

抉择

事情发生后的一个月多,是距离让我冷静的想一想,是否该继续八年多的感情。继续会突破现有的情况,但分开后也许会有另一个天。会想到分开是因为发现我对他越来越冷漠了,爱的感觉好像逐渐消失虽然说旅行的最后三天终于找回来了,但两个礼拜的距离又消磨了它。不晓得这一次能不能突破,是要继续还是分开,好像都是伤害他。虽然改变不是两三天就能做到,但机会何时会降临呢?

常说自己会潇洒的决定任何和爱有关的决定,但这一次好像很难。该怎么办呢?

Sunday, June 8, 2014

Kim Jong Kook

muahahaha.. guess what I dream of Kim Jong Kook!
Feeling so funny yet amazing is I hardly dream of someone or have a dream
Maybe I was so tired after travel and tidy up my brother's new house
Or maybe that was a sign? XD

Anyway, dream can be fantasy, nice to have a sweet memorable dream! =p

p.s: hardly to abstract the dream over here, it was sweet and fun. =p