sometime i wish i can voice out my current inner feeling at facebook, yet what is the point? perhaps shout out at here will be better than there.
i'm doing what i like, at this moment
i enjoy every single day
i hate to drive
i hate unexpected schedule yet what i need to do now is learn, so learn to accept
i like social but lazy to drive
i got no more feeling to wilson, though tat day he message me at fb, really shock me
anyway.. life goes on, leave sad behind & look for greatness!
or maybe i shouldn't care the rest so much, i am who i am
be friend with me if you are sincere, if not, get lost! haha
somehow, my inner thought or feeling hints me something
my boss is resigned & will leave on mid of November..
oh gosh.. my boss told me who to aware, what i should aware of, & do not believe in people too much..
aiks.. that is bad.. my very first boss that i like so much, always encourage me, always support me, always be there if there is any obstacles in front of me.. aih...
but thinking positive, this will be another growth to him & I.
you will never know what is the next stage to all of us
is a newly stage to him to spend more good time with his family & dream
while to me
is a stage I can grow in my business mindset & working profile
is not easy yet I can do it!
Congratulation to myself! I'm officially permanent staff in this company!
wow, I guess my work performance is good so my management decided to shorten my probation period from 6 months to 2 months + only! It is a shock yet happy news to myself.
Compare to another girl who started to work on the same day, I guess I am lucky. BUT, I felt a little bit down after I completed the appraisal form. Why I am feeling a little bit uncomfortable? I'm wondering why should I feel in this way. Isn't a good news to me?
contented? down? uncomfortable? or lost? or finally I am settling down in a new place & no more looking backwards? I am wondering...
you might wondering why I can be so determined when come to decision.
what i will say is the situation doesn't allow me to drag longer or pretend it as invisible.
Yes, one of the reason I will claim is the love is faded especially after those incidents.
The love doesn't feel stronger anymore compare to the time I was
The love more to family or brotherhood? not sure, perhaps I do not want to lose the friendship, at least
I try my best do not reminisce the moments we had, those sweet, those sad, those unforgivable incidents and those memorable trips.
Thanks for your contribute, the love, the time, the caring, the forgiveness and the pamper
Sorry for my stubborn, ignorance, ridiculous and temper.
Mum asked will is the possibility to get back together, my inner thought is no.
But, verbally told her that depends on the guy situation.
Wonder why my inner answer, though the brain might say yes.
muahahaha.. guess what I dream of Kim Jong Kook!
Feeling so funny yet amazing is I hardly dream of someone or have a dream
Maybe I was so tired after travel and tidy up my brother's new house
Or maybe that was a sign? XD
Anyway, dream can be fantasy, nice to have a sweet memorable dream! =p
p.s: hardly to abstract the dream over here, it was sweet and fun. =p