Tuesday, November 18, 2014

我承认我寂寞了。。 哈哈

标题就是我的感受啦!
寂寞是因为没人爱??可能吧,需要拥抱。
看到朋友们都结婚或有稳定交往的伴侣,心理不平衡吧,也许
但寂寞、心理不平衡都不代表要急着找一个代替品或不适合的伴侣来度过一生
加油,随着时机成熟,人生的定点到了,就会遇到了

Tuesday, November 4, 2014

人前人后两个样

话说我的新的直属上司,真的是对人说人话,对鬼说鬼话~ 在你的面前永远说你好,但背后不知道插了你几刀的人。他会帮下属但可以推卸责任,其实也是尽量推卸的。

也许我不应该拿他和我即将要离职的上司比较,但看到他刚才对那拿产假的女同事的话语和模样,真的对他要保留,及时是前面的金鱼姐姐也是如此吧。

在社会就要小心一些些吧,将心比心也许还是要看人才行啊~

Sunday, November 2, 2014

我承认我的嘴巴很坏!

这两天,阿亮和佩桦来我家小住一晚,顺便带他们出去玩。间中,受不了佩桦的态度和作风的我们,对她蛮无理的:一直挑她毛病、应该让她难堪了。

她,因为阿亮一直闹她而不敢去逛街
她,因为两小杯的啤酒而头晕,我们两个还踩她多两脚
她,因为我们也静静的不出声

其实我们希望你能坦荡荡的,不需要理会他人的眼光和说法
希望你能有想法就说出
不再依赖他人等等
然后不要为自己找理由,因为我们都看的一清二楚

也许或许
不,是我们的态度不对
但有多少个人能这样的对你呢?

也许对你而言,以上的话语是强词夺理和太过于自我
但从朋友的角度来说,直接好过敷衍吧

加油啊,你比以前好很多了
但可以更好哦!

俗辣的我,也只敢在这里说对不起啦
哪天,我们碰面的时候,在亲自和你说!

Friday, October 31, 2014

情绪垃圾桶

这几天真的觉得情绪很差,product training太紧张、帮忙洗衣服反而被骂(你奶奶的)就因为百多块的衣服。。你奶奶的,我给你两百剩下的不用找!

非常非常的无奈,是自己的弟弟但像房东多过家人。真的不喜欢他的金钱观念,没办法他被女朋友洗脑了,要买名牌但对小钱斤斤计较!对,会算是好事但错误的观念真的让旁边的人好笑就好气。

算了,就只想写出来,找人聊一聊。不然闷死自己,死于纠结!

反正那个的弟弟,我只会祝福,少说点话吧,反正想和他交流就只是你问一句,他答一句,没话和我说。。真悲哀啊~

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

what so ever shout out post!

sometime i wish i can voice out my current inner feeling at facebook, yet what is the point? perhaps shout out at here will be better than there.

i'm single!
i'm available!
i'm happy!
I'm sad!
i'm doing what i like, at this moment
i enjoy every single day
i hate to drive
i hate unexpected schedule yet what i need to do now is learn, so learn to accept
i like social but lazy to drive
i got no more feeling to wilson, though tat day he message me at fb, really shock me
anyway.. life goes on, leave sad behind & look for greatness!

or maybe i shouldn't care the rest so much, i am who i am
be friend with me if you are sincere, if not, get lost! haha


Monday, September 22, 2014

feeling does hint me something

somehow, my inner thought or feeling hints me something
my boss is resigned & will leave on mid of November..
oh gosh.. my boss told me who to aware, what i should aware of, & do not believe in people too much..
aiks.. that is bad.. my very first boss that i like so much, always encourage me, always support me, always be there if there is any obstacles in front of me.. aih...
but thinking positive, this will be another growth to him & I.
you will never know what is the next stage to all of us
is a newly stage to him to spend more good time with his family & dream
while to me
is a stage I can grow in my business mindset & working profile
is not easy yet I can do it!

Congratulation to myself! I'm officially permanent staff in this company!

I'm over probation period!

wow, I guess my work performance is good so my management decided to shorten my probation period from 6 months to 2 months + only! It is a shock yet happy news to myself.

Compare to another girl who started to work on the same day, I guess I am lucky. BUT, I felt a little bit down after I completed the appraisal form. Why I am feeling a little bit uncomfortable? I'm wondering why should I feel in this way. Isn't a good news to me?

contented? down? uncomfortable? or lost? or finally I am settling down in a new place & no more looking backwards? I am wondering...

Sunday, August 31, 2014

别人结婚了,而我却不能啊

八月天突然让我觉得好不安哦!
因为身边的朋友开始结婚了,而我因为结婚事件而离开之前的他。
矛盾不安,但还是接受等待
不晓得是否是因为爱情长跑的朋友们都结婚了,而我却因为距离、他的家人和他的部分因素而止步。也许是不甘,也许是寂寞,也或许是放不开吧!

舒舒心,找点事情做应该就没事情了吧

常常这样的自我安慰。 哈哈

Monday, June 16, 2014

Goodbye my love

you might wondering why I can be so determined when come to decision.
what i will say is the situation doesn't allow me to drag longer or pretend it as invisible.

Yes, one of the reason I will claim is the love is faded especially after those incidents.
The love doesn't feel stronger anymore compare to the time I was
The love more to family or brotherhood? not sure, perhaps I do not want to lose the friendship, at least

I try my best do not reminisce the moments we had, those sweet, those sad, those unforgivable incidents and those memorable trips.
Thanks for your contribute, the love, the time, the caring, the forgiveness and the pamper
Sorry for my stubborn, ignorance, ridiculous and temper.

Mum asked will is the possibility to get back together, my inner thought is no.
But, verbally told her that depends on the guy situation.
Wonder why my inner answer, though the brain might say yes.

Grow and learn from the past!

Sunday, June 15, 2014

分手快乐

是的,真的选择分手,而且也造成了家人的无奈与不舍。
对,你们会生气为什么我会在这个时间点选择放手。
但,前面的路还很长,还是需要放下应该放下的。

无奈是存在的
但,我会是幸福的