Monday, September 22, 2014

feeling does hint me something

somehow, my inner thought or feeling hints me something
my boss is resigned & will leave on mid of November..
oh gosh.. my boss told me who to aware, what i should aware of, & do not believe in people too much..
aiks.. that is bad.. my very first boss that i like so much, always encourage me, always support me, always be there if there is any obstacles in front of me.. aih...
but thinking positive, this will be another growth to him & I.
you will never know what is the next stage to all of us
is a newly stage to him to spend more good time with his family & dream
while to me
is a stage I can grow in my business mindset & working profile
is not easy yet I can do it!

Congratulation to myself! I'm officially permanent staff in this company!

I'm over probation period!

wow, I guess my work performance is good so my management decided to shorten my probation period from 6 months to 2 months + only! It is a shock yet happy news to myself.

Compare to another girl who started to work on the same day, I guess I am lucky. BUT, I felt a little bit down after I completed the appraisal form. Why I am feeling a little bit uncomfortable? I'm wondering why should I feel in this way. Isn't a good news to me?

contented? down? uncomfortable? or lost? or finally I am settling down in a new place & no more looking backwards? I am wondering...

Sunday, August 31, 2014

别人结婚了,而我却不能啊

八月天突然让我觉得好不安哦!
因为身边的朋友开始结婚了,而我因为结婚事件而离开之前的他。
矛盾不安,但还是接受等待
不晓得是否是因为爱情长跑的朋友们都结婚了,而我却因为距离、他的家人和他的部分因素而止步。也许是不甘,也许是寂寞,也或许是放不开吧!

舒舒心,找点事情做应该就没事情了吧

常常这样的自我安慰。 哈哈

Monday, June 16, 2014

Goodbye my love

you might wondering why I can be so determined when come to decision.
what i will say is the situation doesn't allow me to drag longer or pretend it as invisible.

Yes, one of the reason I will claim is the love is faded especially after those incidents.
The love doesn't feel stronger anymore compare to the time I was
The love more to family or brotherhood? not sure, perhaps I do not want to lose the friendship, at least

I try my best do not reminisce the moments we had, those sweet, those sad, those unforgivable incidents and those memorable trips.
Thanks for your contribute, the love, the time, the caring, the forgiveness and the pamper
Sorry for my stubborn, ignorance, ridiculous and temper.

Mum asked will is the possibility to get back together, my inner thought is no.
But, verbally told her that depends on the guy situation.
Wonder why my inner answer, though the brain might say yes.

Grow and learn from the past!

Sunday, June 15, 2014

分手快乐

是的,真的选择分手,而且也造成了家人的无奈与不舍。
对,你们会生气为什么我会在这个时间点选择放手。
但,前面的路还很长,还是需要放下应该放下的。

无奈是存在的
但,我会是幸福的

Saturday, June 14, 2014

恢复单身咯!

不晓得,我这个26+的女生尽然可以那么的潇洒和走了8+的男朋友分手。和平下的分手让我有点措手不及,不过也让我松了一口气。一切的一切,结束了,不需要再伤心,难过,猜忌,疑虑,种种让自己不安的情绪,慢慢的释放了。

长痛不如短痛,也许真的在我身上花费了许多,真的很抱歉。但就像你说的,不好想那么多就好了。是你自愿的。。

对不起让你受尽不平等的待遇
也谢谢你让我知道
什么是我应该珍惜,尊重和守护的

加油
世上无难事
你会碰到更好的

Friday, June 13, 2014

抉择

事情发生后的一个月多,是距离让我冷静的想一想,是否该继续八年多的感情。继续会突破现有的情况,但分开后也许会有另一个天。会想到分开是因为发现我对他越来越冷漠了,爱的感觉好像逐渐消失虽然说旅行的最后三天终于找回来了,但两个礼拜的距离又消磨了它。不晓得这一次能不能突破,是要继续还是分开,好像都是伤害他。虽然改变不是两三天就能做到,但机会何时会降临呢?

常说自己会潇洒的决定任何和爱有关的决定,但这一次好像很难。该怎么办呢?

Sunday, June 8, 2014

Kim Jong Kook

muahahaha.. guess what I dream of Kim Jong Kook!
Feeling so funny yet amazing is I hardly dream of someone or have a dream
Maybe I was so tired after travel and tidy up my brother's new house
Or maybe that was a sign? XD

Anyway, dream can be fantasy, nice to have a sweet memorable dream! =p

p.s: hardly to abstract the dream over here, it was sweet and fun. =p

Wednesday, June 4, 2014

便便的问题

昨天和朋友聊天就聊到了上大号的问题
一直以来她都需要利用一些fiber supplement等等的产品才能舒畅的清理和排毒
不过我也发现他太过于依赖了,让自己的肠胃通过头了。

如果是水溶性或非水溶性的纤维产品,应该只是让你好排便不是泻水水的便便哦。

那要如何分辨纤维产品和拥有能让你泻肚子的产品呢?

纤维产品
- 需要大量的水分来帮助肠胃蠕动
- 会放屁(肠胃蠕动的后果)
- 需要12-48小时的时间
- 成分来自蔬菜和水果,还要注意有没有其他的添加物
- Prebiotics(肠胃内细菌的食物)-fiber, pectin, gums等
- 几乎可以天天使用,补从日常缺少的膳食纤维

更多的了解请到 纤维解释-英文版

泻肚子的产品
- 也是需要大量的水分来软化便便
- 根据各个产品,可以上大号的速度比较快
- 有天然的成分也有药用成分,不过需要医生的指导

 Laxatives

最后,朋友啊,吃多点蔬菜和水果啦
这样才能帮助你啊
香蕉,木瓜,苹果,橙子,番石榴等等都是很好的选择啦


Wednesday, May 21, 2014

原来的原来

原来真的有原来啊!!
刚刚心情超激动的,因为面试后存着那股冲动,所以发了英文稿
现在呢,应该有点平复了
但也悟了一些些

为什么呢?

接近中午时分,Nestle Malaysia的HR姐姐,真的打电话通知我说
“妹妹,星期五约你1点面试哦”
“妹妹,halo?!”
“ok ok, 我会准时到” (脑袋和身体都不能动弹了)

天啊,那么的快,那么的赶
好在我的飞机是星期六凌晨,不过我也要花一整天在KL了
为难我的男人要扛两个行李箱了

不过,我的脑袋里有一把声音
“第二次的interview是和区域性的老板等面试啊,要准备好好哦,会很难的哦”
早上的面试官的声音一直围绕在我的脑袋里
做么你要跟我讲!!!
害的我现在超级紧张
忐忑不安
天啊!!!

要念念经,静坐一下了

希望我星期五,可以过三关斩武将!!

p.s:原来的原来是要说,之前的我没有想去台湾的兴奋,原来是这个预感? =p